I'm currently going through the terrible stage of i-think-i-like-someone-maybe-yes-maybe-nope. It could be any situation, but this one is particularly AWFUL because 1. I'm not 100% sure of those so-called feelings and 2. we are talking of someone that is never going to like me in that same way I might.

AND OF COURSE THE SITUATION DOES NOT END THERE

I've always been kinda impulsive, so I pretty much say whatever I think, and while I could easily tell him (yes it's a him, byebye girls) 'Hey, you know/I THINK I like you/But I'm not sure/I just wanted to let it out/So nevermind if it's not requited/I'm doing this for me', I wouldn't be able to make it less uncomfortable for us both.

TO MAKE IT EVEN WORSE

I don't want to mess things up, because I know that even if I say 'Hey, it doesn't really matter!, it all is going to be really awkward after I confess.

YET STILL

Even though I'm not 100% sure of my feelings towards this person, I don't want to find it out once he gets a girlfriend or I don't know what. I've always been afraid of realising I like someone when it's too late.

THE SOLUTION

1. kill me

2. make him fall for me (we know that's not going to happen lol why would I even try this one)

3. just forget about it ♥

(hah!)