I'm currently going through the terrible stage of i-think-i-like-someone-maybe-yes-maybe-nope. It could be any situation, but this one is particularly AWFUL because 1. I'm not 100% sure of those so-called feelings and 2. we are talking of someone that is never going to like me in that same way I might.

AND OF COURSE THE SITUATION DOES NOT END THERE

I've always been kinda impulsive, so I pretty much say whatever I think, and while I could easily tell him (yes it's a him, byebye girls) 'Hey, you know/I THINK I like you/But I'm not sure/I just wanted to let it out/So nevermind if it's not requited/I'm doing this for me', I wouldn't be able to make it less uncomfortable for us both.

TO MAKE IT EVEN WORSE

I don't want to mess things up, because I know that even if I say 'Hey, it doesn't really matter!, it all is going to be really awkward after I confess.

YET STILL

Even though I'm not 100% sure of my feelings towards this person, I don't want to find it out once he gets a girlfriend or I don't know what. I've always been afraid of realising I like someone when it's too late.

THE SOLUTION

1. kill me

2. make him fall for me (we know that's not going to happen lol why would I even try this one)

3. just forget about it ♥

(hah!)

It's 1:37 and I'm reading messages I've got on Interpals, a guy is asking me if I find him attractive and I don't know how to say 'No you're disgusting' without being too mean.

People should seriously stop trying to hit on me because it's just not going to work, never ever.

so apparently I have a crush on someone

what kind of weird feeling is this

help

i don't want this